How many surgeries can one person endure in one year? Obviously if it's not your choice, more than one.
As is the case with me.
I was rushed into emergency surgery earlier this year to find out that they almost lost me on the operating table as i lost 2/3 of my blood volume to internal bleeding from a sudden uterine rupture when I was 5 months pregnant.
Not only did i lose the beautiful baby boy we had been waiting 4 years for, we had to creamate and have a funeral for him.To make matters worse, I also lost my fertility. I'll never, NEVER be able to have children again. This is not what I wanted to hear when I had waited for 4 years for my son, nor did i want to hear this when our life plans as a couple and family were to have 4 children.
I couldn't believe it...I still don't believe it. From pregnant and feeling the joy of my baby boy with me to having to have involuntary tubal ligation now only months later.
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