This morning John said tenderly while we were still laying in bed "I'm sorry this is hard for you." Referring to tomorrow's vasectomy procedure.
"Thank you, thank you for understanding"
That did it, I'm able to move on now and accept tomorrow's reality. His genuine compassion was all I needed.
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that's so beautiful and I see how much you understand, John. What a blessing you are to Sital. Its a long journey. We take it one step at a time and i am so glad you have someone to support and understand you.
I will be thinking and praying for the both of you tomorrow.
At times i wish Kyle understood me as I am tired of waiting for him as he feels its not necessary.
While I am sexually dieing inside out of fear of getting pregnant cause I can not handle another loss so I have taken the step of getting my tubes tied. Even though my heart aches for another my body couldn't handle the pregnancy nor me the loss.
Kyle know none of this. i have tried to talk to him aobut it and he shugs his shoulders or says I don't need to get it done causes we don't do it anyways.
i need closure and healing. Same as you.
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